| A young adults' reflections on her experiences of DSR |
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On the Saturday morning of the Magis retreat, Debbie (MI staff) softly spoke the words of Isaiah 40:31. 'Yet those who wait for the Lord will gain new strength; they will mount up with wings like eagles, they will run and not get tired. They will walk and not get weary'. She also said 'God is closer to you then you are to yourself. Recently I have felt somewhat weary, tired and frightened. How that Isaiah quote appealed to me- spoke to my very core. And God knowing me - understanding me, getting all my oddities, my pains, my joys, my hopes, my doubts, my leaps of faith, my anger, my desolation and my fears? How comforting! And the simple message that all I have to do is wait for God to gain this new strength. Out of seemingly nowhere over the weekend I remembered a haunting, fragile song I heard a long time ago: 'Jesus love never failed me yet'. I sang this to myself several times over the weekend and just checked it up on YouTube on my return, to find that the song is actually 'Jesus blood never failed me yet'. I think the meaning is more or less the same but I find it bizarre to realise that I swapped 'blood' to 'love' as I am alive today having had successful treatment for leukaemia – a disorder of the blood - 8 years ago – a time I welcomed God, Jesus, Mary, Matt Talbot, Oliver Plunkett and Little Flower back into my life. I welcomed prayer, hymns and religious symbols back into my life and opened up to meditation, Buddha and mantras as well! I've just spent a short weekend, in directed silence retreat, with the presence of other young adults – a small community - also in silence, interspersed with the gentle spoken prayers and songs led by Debbie and Noelle. Through silence and deliberate speech and song, I stopped to recognise the Divine, the Numinous, God and the o so very human within myself and within others. Did I answer all my searching questions? Definitely not. Am I glad I went? Yes. Did I find some peace? Yes. Did I feel humanity, love and gentleness? Yes. Was there a Presence? Yes. Can God mean different things to different people at different times over the course of our lives; and can God be accessed in a million thousand different ways? I believe so. It seems that the believers that I shared this retreat space with really believe God is always there, ready and waiting to receive and hear us - A simple message that can carry me if I let it. If your thinking of maybe doing a retreat with Magis Ireland, whic I understand is taking place May 25-27th 2012, I say go for it! Elaine |









At times our life can be full of clutter and chaos as we race through our day, sometimes we are unaware of our ‘drooping spirit, tired minds and bodies. It is important to feed and care for your spirit the same way as you would exercise and care for your body, therefore Life, Work, Balances is what you require, that is why you need to take responsibility for Life, Work Balances and MAKE time!